Where do I go and how do I share that this is so wonderful? Rooftops, rooftops, rooftops.
There's this girl (refreshing, I know, after all the boys.) She's rad, and I don't even know what or how it is, but we laugh a lot and there is something; I had been questioning this 'something' all week, until finally today I was walking, and taking a deep breath w/ my eyes closed in the sun. My thoughts often come in the form of imagined facebook statuses: ... ponders that she exists. It kept repeating itself in my head, and as I breathed deeply I realized that this is the thread I had been trying to see all week and, finally, in the sunlight, it had caught fire. She exists.
She exists, somewhere in the world, out there, and I don't need to see her right now - no, that is not the pull I am feeling. It is just a reminder, a knowing; I will see her and it will be wonderful, but right here, in this moment, it is this realization that is asking to be fulfilled: she exists.
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