Being in the middle. Someone sanctioning, giving permission etc. for me to do something to someone else, and then me actually doing it.
- Me painting "BOTTOM" on that boy's chest, after his girlfriend (and our mutual friend) both encouraged and sanctioned that I do it. The consent was obtained by him, albeit reluctantly, removing his shirts and letting me do it without any restraint... oh and he said "Thank you" afterward, without any prompt other than me staring at him, not even sure what exactly was missing from the interaction until he said it. That was fucking awesome.
- That post about Gregory, and how he was teaching me how to train my dog... and how I was smiling long after he left, and how much I was enjoying the dynamic. Yum!
- The fact that, for the pegging date at DO Fusion (that I never made it to, unfortunately), I wanted to be "in the middle" - an apprentice of a more experienced ass-top, but still topping, fucking, pegging the guy at the end of my dick... XD